choices...
24.11.04

what if, someone important in your life is about to leave... what will you do? you have two choices. will you be the martyr type and stay away, only to lessen the pain that you are going to bear when that important person leaves? and suffer, having regrets of.. "what could have been?" or will you let yourself be more attached with that important person even with the knowledge that they will be gone from your life ... maybe.. forever? but have the greatest memories to live with.. such as "what has been".



what is love?
23.11.04

I know it's a cornball thing but love is passion, obsession, someone you can't live without. If you don't start with that, what are you going to end up with? I say fall head over heels. Find someone you can love like crazy and who'll love you the same way back. And how do you find him? Forget your head and listen to your heart. I'm not hearing any heart.

Run the risk, if you get hurt, you'll come back. Because, the truth is there is no sense living your life without this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love -- well, you haven't lived a life at all. You have to try. Because if you haven't tried, you haven't lived.



grateful
19.11.04

somehow i am grateful
of the crisis i have faced
that brought frustations and disappointments
that i alone now embrace
the pain that i bear day by day
of the knowledge that you were not there
when you were needed the most
and seem not to care
and now, the simple thought that i am alone
brought forth peace while you were gone
for now i know, somehow
that you are not the only one.
i tried to live alone
spent the days that passed me by
still figuring what went wrong
hoping for heaven's reply
when you were still here with me
i closed the door of my heart
thought that no one else could fill me
like the way you did from the start
now i figured out that i was wrong
for there were people capable of filling
the empty space within my soul
bringing peace to my whole being
that is the reason why i feel this way
instead of bringing me down, it was helpful
for it opened the eyes of my heart
that is why i am grateful...

this poem was created on the 28th of august year 2000. its quite obvious... i lost someone really important and it made me create this ... what do i call it? pathetic poem!!! hehe!




Am I?


who i am now?
examine... how?
what i will be?
open your eyes and see
who i was
go back to the past
what i want to be
is it the real me?
what i hate to be?
the opposite of me
really am i?

mirror, mirror on my wall
help me hear my inner call
am i really what you see
outshine and reveal
who's the real me!

this is a poem that i composed about 5 years ago... i came across this notebook of mine last night while i was cleaning my drawer. i cant imagine i wrote a lot of pathetic poems.. how pathetic could i get each year!

Me
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Stop. This is me.

Likes
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