21.3.07
[[cheesefest101. do not think about gobbledygook words in writing poems. free your mind from theology and hermeneutics and let your fingers type away your thoughts. teehee]]
these writings i see on my wall
random scribblings you and i wrote
makes me remember bittersweet moments
the past that plagues my thoughts
[[again, i'm so nice. i think this belongs to a new poem!]]
and again, i can't seem to start working on my paper. ugh. distractions.
--Stop.--
8:59 PM
can i get any cheesier?
[[haha. so i was thinking about a certain friend of mine. and i tried imagining how it would be like... so here it goes. i plan on giving this to him soon and add more salt to injury. I'm so nice!]]
why cant you be just someone else?
why cant i treat you like the rest?
why must i care so much?
why cant i forget the past?
why are you so god damn important?
why is your attention something i still want?
it has been days, months and years
yet here i am sulking and enslaved by fears
you're always in my brain
i think i'm going insane
please, just leave me be
i'm a wreck cant you see?
[[halatang hindi pinagisipan. in english? i didn't think. just wrote.]]
in other words, i'm bored. this is a distraction.
--Stop.--
8:51 PM
19.3.07
One thing I'm wondering
When you run out of friends
Will you be coming back home
Let's think this through again
Let's take a different spin
Why can't I leave you alone
Ugh. Leave me be. Get out of my head.
*bangs head on wall*
Damn You LSS.
=p
But, baby I'm tired
I'm tired of the fight
I'm tired of the lonely days
and the dark endless nights
It's taken some time
'Cause I didn't know
If I could ever let you go
" You helped me figure it out.
I'm better off alone."
--Stop.--
11:25 PM
