grateful
19.11.04

somehow i am grateful
of the crisis i have faced
that brought frustations and disappointments
that i alone now embrace
the pain that i bear day by day
of the knowledge that you were not there
when you were needed the most
and seem not to care
and now, the simple thought that i am alone
brought forth peace while you were gone
for now i know, somehow
that you are not the only one.
i tried to live alone
spent the days that passed me by
still figuring what went wrong
hoping for heaven's reply
when you were still here with me
i closed the door of my heart
thought that no one else could fill me
like the way you did from the start
now i figured out that i was wrong
for there were people capable of filling
the empty space within my soul
bringing peace to my whole being
that is the reason why i feel this way
instead of bringing me down, it was helpful
for it opened the eyes of my heart
that is why i am grateful...

this poem was created on the 28th of august year 2000. its quite obvious... i lost someone really important and it made me create this ... what do i call it? pathetic poem!!! hehe!

Me
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Stop. This is me.

Likes
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my special place. my personal space. where i can be myself, no holds barred.

Places To Go
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bombastic harangue
daily snippets of life

Many Thanks
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