i wish i know
21.12.06

under explicit orders to not care, its hard to just stand there and see how a person dear to you crumble, be humiliated and broken into a thousand pieces. its hard to remain motionless and expressionless while you watch a person be overcome by fear, regret, guilt, shame and anguish.

i stood there and did nothing.
i crossed my arms and felt nothing.

i stared at that friend and for all i know, thought nothing but "you deserve it."

is this cruelty? is this inhumane of me to do?
should i have compassion? should i be more merciful?

question is, are they worth a damn thing? i wish i know.

Me
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Stop. This is me.

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