Look.
30.5.07

I dare not look at the past
For these memories are binding
I dare not look ahead
For the anticipated pain is heart wrenching

I dare not look at today
For these present sorrows, I cannot bear
When, where and to whom shall I look?
For to look unto myself, I wouldn’t dare

Broken and weak inside, I put on my armor
Look beyond these smiles and gaze closely
Put me under the lens, investigate and discover
The devastated, lonely and fragile version of me

Should I then look unto others?
To those responsible of giving me this pain
Blame them so I could move past this, faster
Blame myself, driving myself insane.

Me
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Stop. This is me.

Likes
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my special place. my personal space. where i can be myself, no holds barred.

Places To Go
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bombastic harangue
daily snippets of life

Many Thanks
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Precious Words
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Past
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